We just still strangers ( Eng ver)

- August 15, 2020

When we are immersed in our own world, and wholeheartedly love that distant world, the world in which everyone else stops us. That persisted like memories of an unending one-sided love. Feeling reality, feeling distant, like only knowing how to give and secretly wish to receive, but how much we receive, we cannot dominate.

Sometimes thinking, fangirls and idols are like mermaids and princes. The day when the prince was saved by the mermaid from the vast ocean wanted to drown everything, like when idols were just anonymous people, only fans were the first to admit. follow and stand by the side, from unknown rookies, to star lights. Like a mermaid who has to exchange her most precious voice, fans also spend time, effort, money, youth enthusiasm, sweat, tears, ...

The day in the fairytale when the strange princess holds the prince's heart, is also the day when the idol and fangirl appear another girl, the girl who will take love no matter what. the most honest of idols, which fangirl can not do in any way. Fangirl forever could not win against that girl, because in the first place chose the quiet path beside her, she stood under the bright light, fangirls were absorbed in darkness and silently watched.

In the end, there is only a way to turn into a sea foam vanishing in the middle of a vast ocean that no one knows, silently embracing his unloved heart into nothingness. The ocean is immense, there are so many anonymous love times that have sown down there. The only fear is not turning into a sponge, but embracing the warmth turned into a sponge because the princess is unworthy, how heartbreaking ...

I used to consider him the most beautiful belief of life. It was so beautiful that I could not use anything for it. My heart bears his name and has spent the beautiful years of a girl. As time passed, I was no longer a carefree girl

I have grown up, I realize a bitter truth, my youth is named after him but his youth does not bear my name. I cherish this youth, but no matter how hard I try, I still cannot touch the so-called beliefs that I worship.