MY STORY 💜 ( ENGLISH VERSION)

If selected, I would still choose to be fangirl ...

 Have you ever felt tired of the path you chose?  As fangirls, we decided to give the heart to a tangible but invisible person, wanting to touch but to look back, we only met through the inanimate TV screen.  Do not be sad because of this, because our love is the most unilateral love in this universe!

 When I stepped into the world of fangirls and idols, I knew it would hurt, weeping miserably.  But I still accepted and walked on that path, the feeling of stepping deeper and deeper.  When being a fan, especially fangirl, your emotions are dominated by your idols.  It is obvious, can laugh without reason, suddenly cry or even behave like what the idol did.  Who said that making fans unhappy ???  That is wrong.  You will be happy whenever you see your idol smile, every time you see an idol succeed, or just see the picture of them hanging in your room.  Happiness is too simple to find!  But who says when a fan has never cried, has never shed tears for idols ???  Perhaps no one, simple happiness, pain comes simply.  It will hurt to see them collapse.  And it also hurts when they have their own love and blessings.

 It can not be said that people who wish their happiness to their idol is a lie.  But it is not selfish to hold on to selfishness.  As fans, they have the right to be selfish.  They are selfish because they have given so much love.  They are selfish when their whole youth is for a love that is not real.  They are selfish when they see their lover next to others.  Is that easy to accept?

 As a fan, I give myself the illusion of my love to my idol.  People say I'm crazy fan.  Yeah, let's just say that, as long as I'm happy, I feel happy about myself.  The search for happiness is the right of every person.  Being a fan makes me selfish.  I envy the girls who walk beside my idols.  I don't want them to have a lover even though they know they can't stop it or do nothing about it.

 Funny for fangirl's fate.  Even though I knows I can't do anything, he still wants to do it all.  Yes, just because of love, just because of love, fangirls are said to be selfish, said to be delusional and crazy.  But I accept it all.  I just wish not to be humiliated and not to be betrayed.

 Try living and giving your heart as our fangirl.  You will understand why we are like that.  Feel with your heart, not see with your eyes only.  Fangirls are painful, crying at night and smiling for happiness ...

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